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Sunday, October 30, 2005

My daddy asked thus i shall answer

The other night I was online and my daddy asked me an interesting question.

"Are you playing a game again?" He queeried.

"Yup" I relpied

"Why aren't you writing?" It's one thing to ask yourself but for someone to just kind of be all "why aren't you writing?" Is completely different. "It's just that I'd always see you writing and not so much any more." He brings up an interesting point. There are many layers as to why he never sees me writing anymore but yeah ^^; huh, I haven't been doing much of that lately.

It's quite sad, but at least I'm not going through the same drrrrryyyy streak I was after the last time I did the 3 day novel writing contest... that was tragic. I think it took me about a month and a half to start writign again. Well I've done like five pages... he he he. Ok not brilliant but it will have to suffice. It's better than last year, and I actually have an idea of what's going to happen, it just hasn't happened yet... maybe it will tonight if my parents aren't home soonish...

We'll see.

I'm just very busy, I'll think about writing and then I"m all "but that would involve moving crap" and then I don't do it... which isn't cool. It's this whole fatigue thing, which isn't cool... well I've started martial arts again, so one thing is rolling again, we can start at the next soon enough. I am excited about what's going to happen... perhaps I'm just afraid to start... hehehe ^^; it's not going to be pleasent and no matter how often I say it'll be fun and interesting to write, I still feel for Laleena... poor Laleena. I mean think about it - does anyone out there actually think that I'm not affected by what happens to my characters? Of course I am, it's tough shit that they deal with... and I put them through it. These are people that I've known completely since I was in grade eight (and a bit before that...) I know them as they know me... I mean I talk about them as if they were real person "Oh god so and so would not like that." Just the other day I was telling lauren that her and deirdre would probably get along pretty well if lauren was a squirrel.

I just feel like I'm taking on this whole thing at a posatively haulting pace, that and Fredericton... well he's a character who was pretty flat, terribly predictable - not any more, trying to give a character multiple dimensions is hard, not that he's not painted perfectly for me in my mind, but that he's just going to be a bit more difficult and I really want to do this character justice, he is intergal to this plot... he's going to be around for quite some time.

:D The Torhenbah show up in this book :D I miss Kriê she rocks my socks.

Well I think that that's enough for one blog...

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